Thursday, February 04, 2010
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! LOOKING FWD TO THE FESTIVE SEASON AGAIN!
meeting up with so many friends! i'm so so blessed to have all of u. =)
smiled at 11:36 AM.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
testing testing. Blogging from my phone.
Wishing all who r studying a gd day ahead!
smiled at 2:23 PM.
Thursday, January 07, 2010
ultimate sian!!!
i failed my TP! not as if i think i will fail.
few lessons ago, i asked my driving instructor how the testers are like. he told me all are ok, except this guy called poh ah soon. only got one guy surname is poh. n this guy is v v unreasonable and very picky. will mark u for v v minor stuff like late in giving signal, slow in moving off etc etc..
this morning's warm up was good. went circuit one hour, on the road half hour. everything was ok. while waiting for the testers to come, i was trying so hard to calm myself down. when the testers come down, one by one everyone left. when my tester called my name, the first thing i see is his name, n damn it, he is poh ah soon. damn it. n he dun smile at all.
throughout the test, everything seems so disastrous. i din make any major mistakes, but damn it, he marked me down for alot alot of minor things. i din kana any blindspot. i kana all the weird stuff like wrong speed for the road, insufficient acceleration, wrong gear, too slow etc etc.
when i park the car at the lobby, my instructor was there n he looked so disappointed. i went up, n there, i failed, with all the minor minor stuff, total is 32 points. then i go find my instructor again. without seeing my results, he alr say sure at least 30 points de.. den he see all the mistakes i make, n the look on his face.. i'll nv forget tt look. he looked so upset n disappointed. can sense tt he dun like the tester who tested me. but the feeling of helplessness was... unforgettable.
aftertt i called SE, just nice she wanna go for lunch. den i told her everything. n i cried. i felt i've let my instructor down. n i've let all who love me down. it's just a driving test, but i just cant help it. haiz...
maybe i shd take this chance to learn parking w/o poles n be nicer to my instructor.
smiled at 3:00 PM.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
must work hard this yr to achieve something le!!


Friends for LIFE! love u all!
smiled at 4:15 PM.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
last day of 2009! woohoo!! so many things have happened in 2009 and i must really say it has been a fruitful year! life is so much better with a goal in mind, rather than not knowing what to do at times.
for today, i've been chatting with some old friends on msn.. re-living some past memories... n i've also reflected on what has happened in 2009. it's a year of ups and downs, but i felt i've learnt alot throughout the entire year - be it school work, cca, family etc.. i believe things can only turn out better when we have gone through enough shit.

just like the nike tick! so for whoever out there who did not have a good year in 2009, have more faith and we'll definitely have a better year in 2010! =)
wishes for 2010: world peace. seriously.
cos world peace leads to many things that we humans can do n accomplish. may everyone find happiness in whatever they wanna achieve! =)
smiled at 5:05 PM.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
hmm wat shd i say.. just went out with sam, erica n yijia.. so long nv meet up le.. realise that we're always doing the same thing, yet not feeling sick of it. this yr no christmas exchange.. altho not as fun as last time where we will draw lots to give to who, this time it felt so much more relieved cos dun have to think wat to buy!

haha. got myself a new bag while shopping just now. it's so nice n so cheap!!

guess how much it is?
so many things happened lately..
sean's party, meeting up with friends go delifrance breakfast, go chinatown eat xiao chi, go shopping, my good friend admitted to hospital for a broken nose, results coming out in 2 days, christmas in 5 days, planning jc outing, new yr's COUNTDOWN!, new yr's day, and finally all the remaining driving lessons leading up to my driving test on 7th jan.
interesting holidays.
i think now it's about time to think about 2010 new year resolution.
smiled at 10:39 PM.
Friday, December 11, 2009
day 3 of camp! yesterday was torturous!!! not in any abuse sense, but cos my muscles were aching so badly at the end of the day. still managed to dance all the master classes.
and today is even worse. i can hardly walk properly now.. haha.. but it's fun la.. altho not very very fun, but still ok la.. have time to relax a bit.. but i realise i haven been sleeping much n i keep falling asleep every where i go.. haha.. strenuous.. too long nv dance, too long nv stay until so late le.. hmm..
hope tml will be a fun day.
smiled at 4:43 PM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
yay!!! back to sch for synergy dance camp. after so long of not dancing, finally i get to come back n see eveyone and dance again...
today's day 1, we did ballet for master class.. at first my toe was ok.. but halfway into the lesson, my toe is hurting.. i half have the heart to stop dancing n rest, but the other half of my heart told me tt it has been so long since i last dance, i wanna continue.. but in the end, i went on with the lesson, except for doing turns on the right foot. now my toe is not so pain alr.. hope tt tml will be better. really wish to complete all the master classes.
n i'm really thankful for where i am, what i'm doing, who i've met.. thank you.
i'm grateful.
smiled at 1:42 AM.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
this is it.. the last burst of fire.
i wish i could say this out to somebody or even anybody that is, i miss him... really.. i dunno how long we've not contacted, it just feels weird if i have to make the first move again.. i think from now on, all tt i can do is to miss him n miss him...
maybe it's time to move on.. to other more impt stuff in life..
to all my dear friends out there, i want to meet up with all of u this hols!!! missing u all too!!!
smiled at 12:28 AM.
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
smiled at 10:10 AM.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
if today, you are not rich, you do not have the ability to provide for urself a
comfortable life, you do not have the ability to provide a
good life for your parents' retirement and you never will be able to give them a good retirement in the near future, what are u waiting for? waiting to live off ur parents? waiting for your dream job to drop from the sky? waiting for a miracle to happen where ur salary will increase when u start working?
where do you foresee yourself 5 years from now? slogging hard in some company out there? backstabbing your fellow colleagues for promotion? every year, every month, every day, 5days a week, 9 to 6pm, selling your time to ur boss? repeatedly doing the same thing everyday, until u din even realise time is zooming by so quickly, and u finally realise u have got no life?
what is life? it does not start the moment you were born.
think abt it.
smiled at 9:31 AM.
Monday, November 30, 2009
after exams!! some random pictures.. haha!

my helpsheet(shit)!
smiled at 2:19 PM.
yay!! end of exams!!! well to think i can feel happy now, cos i was late for my paper this morning!! there was this stupid accident tt happen near sch n i was 10mins late!!! haiz.. n i wasnt given extra time.. i left a few parts blank though i could do most questions.. haiz.. hopefully i can manage a B+? hmmm
yes it's finally end of exams!!! holidays!!! looking fwd to so many things this december.. especially christmas!!! will i get to spend a special one this yr?
n i really must pity guys who have to go back reservist during december man!! tt's the worst thing.. but too bad.. lucky i'm not guy.. haha...
the earliest day i woke in this entire sem for exam last thurs.. haha. it had a beautiful sky!
with beautiful fluffy clouds.
and this is my study partner for the past few days! see his selang expression.. no wonder he's crowned peeping tom. haa..
n this is where we study.. i nv knew this is such a gd place to study.. nx sem maybe will come here to mug myself..
=)
smiled at 2:03 PM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
finally i hve time to blog!!
i have so many many things to blog abt!! where shd i start man.. maybe i shd start from the week b4 exams..
study break this yr was not bad... first few days kinda wasted cos was trying to study at home but the speed was damn slow.. but towards the end luckily managed to find some friends to study with.. haiz, totally wasted time studying for stochastic paper.. so damn hard.. dun even know wat i was writing.. i dunno how come this exam i feel super not nervous abt it at all.. i think the feeling is immunised alr.. luckily during the whole exam week, i have kelvin to pei me mug! thanks kel, best studying buddy liao!! but wth! he's flying to finland nx sem!!! argh!!! no more study partner again!!! [last sem was char char, but she had her bf to pei her this sem...] so sian!!! one gd fren gonna disappear just like tt... n the worst worst thing is, i found out we need cap 3.5 minimum to do honours!!! argh!! n nx sem i have to declare whether i doing hons or not, means this sem after results, my cap must be at least 3.5 to declare hons!!! but my cap is 3.45 now!!! how to pull up???? all my exams sucks so far! haiz..... so nx sem might just be my final sem in NUS!! so many things ran through my mind as i think abt it... wat sort of a uni life have i got for myself?
first yr v low profile, onli a normal dance member...
second yr was the pub head, so busy with our big concert...
third yr joined sow got to know a bunch of friends, but had to stop dance fr some time..
is this gd enough?? i feel like joining blast nx sem.. i dunno y i keep thinking i cannot do contempt dance anymore.. but i think i still can do hip hop.. haiz, will think abt it another time... gonna mug for my last paper, graph theory! haha
is there a way to cross the 7 bridges once starting from one point and ending back at the same point? if u r interested to know this, den u shd take graph theory! haha!




some interesting figures tt i found.. really like this module alot.. hope i can do well in it.. haha
hmm, weeheng has been saying he wanna go sing after exams.. who shd plan it for him? lol
smiled at 10:16 AM.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
a few days without my mummy...
mum has left singapore, to malaysia to see my dear young cousin, who's fighting cancer at a young age of only 15.. i really hope that she can be strong and fight on!!!
so without my mum, and i'm the eldest at home, so i'll have to set a good example... to be disciplined to wash clothes.. din really sweep the floor, think my dad swept it... i love being the nutritionist at home... so i'll be the one cutting the fruits at home for my dad... thanks papa for eating fruits tt i cut! =)
as for my 2 sisters, i couldnt ask for much... onli wish tt they will be home to slp every night... n to eileen, rmber to stay focussed for ur studies...
i've nv been so focussed in life b4... knowing wat i really want, n doing everything as best as i could to make things go right... my studies, my leisure, and work... everything is just falling in place so nicely, thanks to u guys.. =)
=D
smiled at 12:22 AM.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
i'm sorry if i ever showed my friends attitude these days...
i just cant believe it.. one fall at the photoshoot can lead to such consequences... everyone is going for albert's audition now.. but i'm here resting at home with a disgusting sprain at the toe, and the pain extends up to my knee..
this is the most serious of all dance-related injuries tt i ever had.. and i cant help but think what if i can never dance again...
is it really time for me to stop dancing?
dun wanna think abt it. i hope this sprain will heal soon.
and, one more mid term to go. time to study..
smiled at 9:45 AM.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
2 more days!!!
we're all practising so hard, just for one item for this dr...
i think we're all not just tired physically.. but also mentally as well.... plus all the mid terms coming up... it's really v bad... too close to the dates for mid terms alr... den dunno y will feel tired v v easily...
hope friday's performance will be good... after performance is chiong mid terms liao.. damn sian... need some motivation!!!
smiled at 12:36 AM.
Monday, September 21, 2009
sushi making again!!!
this morning wanted to make sushi! but tmd, when i was getting ready the stuff, i realise the sushi vinegar tt i used expired 18days ago!!! =( so sian!!! den i had to go all the way to hou pt ntuc to get it... put the rice in the cooker n left house.. i spent 15mins waiting for a bus to take 1 stop down cos i dun wanna sweat... haha.. bought the stuff, n walked home... reached home all sweaty.. n i realise the rice was too wet!!! =( i think i took too long to come home... den the rice was all sticky.. n i tasted this other brand of sushi vinegar, it tasted so bland!!! in the end, after wrapping everything, the sushi tasted so bland also!!! haiz.. so this time, all my sushi have to be eaten with soy sauce... hmm..



shun's leaving tonight!! haiz... another good buddy leaving... so sad... girl, all the best in bristal(not sure if i got it right) ya! =)
this whole week's going to be super busy for me!!! every night got rehearsal in school!!! =(((( tt means i onli have morning to abt 2-3pm to study every day... man.... yvonne go go go!!!
smiled at 12:27 PM.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
oh man!!! today is 090909!!! once in a hundred years!
i doubt i will ever get to experience another 090909 [which shd be 09/09/2109] in my lifetime.. so today is really a day to celebrate and rejoice about!!
went for tut in the morning.. den met zhihan to chat chat a bit.. den met mummy for lunch in sch.. den went home n brought parents to my workplace... quite ok la... this day is special in the sense, i got to have dinner with my parents on a weekday!!! which usually i do not have the time to... and yes! i'm home early today as well.. family time!!!
tml morning i have driving... i cannot forget!!!
and many midterms are coming up from nx week on, plus Dance Reflections on 25th sept!!!
busy busy!
new quote learnt today: enjoy when you can, endure when you must!
smiled at 9:26 PM.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
yay!! had dinner with my bestest friends just now!!! woohoo!! feels like so long nv meet them le.. got so many things to update abt... sam n eri as usual talks the most... haiz.. i feel bad!! i made them waited for me for half an hour!!! i din know the bus took so long la!! i tot i could reach earlier... hmmm.. den towards the end, i almost wanted to doze off!!! argh!! so tired! this morning woke up too early le..
this morning's combined rehearsal was ok.. i could feel the synergy spirit.. we're really one synergy... of cos there are many things tt we can improve on.. jiayou synergy!!! i'm sure we can do it!!!
tml morning got tuition again... quite sian cos sunday have to wake up early... hmmm...
smiled at 11:26 PM.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
wth!! wat a day.. waited 2 hours for kelvin to go donate blood tgt.. den went for lunch den go mpsh to donate.. was damn shocked when i went in, first time see so many pp go donate blood lor.. den queue for one stupid hour b4 it's my turn... going to run late for driving.. in the end, becos my right vein is too small and i have no much time to donate, i had to withdraw from donating today!!! and i cant donate until 2pm tml!!! =(
took a cab to ubi for driving, waaaa, was 15min late.. went to drive ard, did a few U turns and keep on driving left n right turns.. in the end the instructor keep on scolding me thruout the whole lesson.. haiz.. he complain my moving-off and turns are bad!!! =((( i've tried my best to get the biting point le... haiz.. things could be so bad man...
luckily dinner with kelly was gd!!! kel, hope u have a great trip overseas ok!!! come back with a bf? lol.. grew up with u since sec sch, haven seen u with a guy b4!!! it's time to find a guy!! haha!!!
feeling fat nowadays... watever the fat percentage test, dun even dare to go n take... how??? now also nv do technique class, i'm losing stamina, losing muscles!!!
i wanna do technique classssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
let's go jogging one day...
smiled at 8:47 PM.
It's 1am..
this is bad.. spent one whole night watching tv n playing com.. did not do anything productive!! tml's the start of new week.. von, do sth productive!! every hour, every minute counts!!!
treasure time cos time is precious.. i must find my own time!!!
smiled at 1:06 AM.
Yesterday was a fun night!!!
Thanks everyone!!
And I promise to live life happily!!
Love you guys.. <3
smiled at 10:26 AM.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
hmm, it's been so long since i last blogged!!! oh man, school as started, back to the usual boring sians life..
just read back a few of my entries, realise i've been such an emo shit.. i must change!!!
all the way von!
smiled at 11:21 AM.


"There are many factors that go into what makes a dancer—the right physique and proportions; exposure to music, literature, and art; environment and family. But then there is something else, something that is God-given: spirit."
today's the release of the results for the past sem... wish me luck!
smiled at 10:03 AM.
hmmm.. 3 weeks into hols le... currently feel v v relaxed n comfortable with life.. watched a few shows... 霹雳MIT and 心星的淚光. both are v different but v nice!!!
霹雳MIT is nice cos of the story n the suspense tt carried through throughout the whole show.. actors are rather cute at times.. a v different kind of storyline as compared to most shows nowadays...
心星的淚光 is nice cos the story is unlike most Ou Xiang Jus tt i watched... it portrays a v realistic kind of relationship tt any couple faces and it's v real... and i really like the optimism tt the female lead Xiao Lu has... really like her character alot alot... i wanna be like her!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm, sam just went for her summer program ystdae... the thing tt i dun understand is, y did she not inform us tt she is leaving? haiz.. i'm feeling a lil disappointed.. in her n in me.. none of us was told she's leaving ystdae... but she told me she was leaving in late may, n i as her fren totally forgotten abt it... haiz... sam, if u r reading this, i just want to tell u tt, i hope u will take gd care of urself over there... msn or email me whenever u miss home or whenever u r feeling low k... jiayou n enjoy urself ba..
May is coming to a close.. vonvon jiayou!
smiled at 10:52 PM.

yay!! managed to complete another day just today itself! hmmm... this one is slightly bigger, more for putting camera or those bigger PDAs ba... n i like this design more... haha.. but, i also dunno y i make so many pouches for... camera pouch like alot of pp have le.. hmmm...
smiled at 12:06 AM.

yay completed after 5 days! part-timely.. hehe... i wanna make more stuffs!!! a hp pouch for everyone in the family... den if got time, might consider making other things? hmmm... staying at home is so shuang for me.. but today is exceptionally sian.. been complaining to charmaine abt this... how? realli a bit sian today... wat can i do today???
smiled at 12:34 PM.


yays! my family ate crabs again on my parent's wedding anniversary.. haha.. my dear mum so cute.. put the cai also must put until so pretty.. make me go n take a photo of it! =)



recently papa has been very interested in planting and growing sunflowers! and they are v pretty indeed! =) just a few photos of the many that we have.. he even went to his workplace to plant sunflowers in the plots.. haha..

yes! synergy's gonnna restage spirit on BUTS stage!! argh!!! i hope i will be able to get through auditions, first prac on tues was not bad.. still can rmber the stuff.. =))

i dunno y but suddenly i feel like knitting stuff again.. so today, i asked my mum about the basics and i started knitting again! want to knit a hp pouch for my mum n dad... den see wat other stuff i can knit after tt.. hmmmm....
shopping at
Silent Roses.
smiled at 3:00 PM.
yay!! it's the end of exams!!!
but, dunno y i feel v sian abt ending exams...
many pp are looking for part-time jobs..
some of my friends have already taken up jobs as temperature takers...
but i feel v sian.. dun feel like doing those dangerous and low-paying job...
i rather stay at home n make more accessories!!!
haha.. hope can come up with more new designs during this hols!
onli 3months holidays... and i will be involved in science orientation as ogl... so in effect, left onli 2 months of free time for myself..
NOT ENOUGH!!!
how i wish i can graduate soon..
but i dun wanna go out n work... dun feel like working outside lei...
haiz...
sianness...
smiled at 10:03 PM.
hmm suddenly feel like blogging..
i'm in the midst of exams currently!! thanks to all who wished me luck!! =))
it's so hard to control myself.. not to play com.. not to watch tv.. haha.. so luckily!! have charmaine to pei me study tgt!!! she's such a sweet girl.. hha. thanks for studying with me lei!! =)
i have 2 more papers to go! nx mon n tues..
so many pp who i know have ended exams.. hmmm...
after exams i have lots of places tt i want to go, and i have many things tt i wanna do, and so many pp who i wanna meet up!!
looking fwd to the end of exams...
smiled at 11:42 PM.